my visit to the dentist

i've been dreading this since last year. no. scratch that. i've been dreading this since the last time i went to the dentist (2007).

this time, mau atau tidak, saya mesti pegi juga. the fact that i'm single, pastu my teeth di depan lagi ada itam tu, menguatkan lagi semangat saya untuk jumpa dentist. gg depan saya tu aset, kalau lambat pegi nnt dentist bilang mau cabut? nah lagi kelam kabut dunia saya jadinya. siapa mau sama perempuan gigi rumpang di depan kan? hehehe

since i made the appointment yesterday, saya menjadi tidak teranah (nda senang duduk). i can't sleep, i can't get my mind to think of anything else than the drilling that's gonna take action today. lemas bah rasa saya, rasa betul-betul nda suka mo pegi dentist.

then teringat dentist time sekolah rendah tu. Encik Nasir. yang memang sangat tiada kerja. hari-hari dia macam ada limit dia kena hit. mst cek 10 murid, mesti tambal gigi 3 murid, mesti cabut gigi 4 murid...and so on.he's so eager to make sure dia buat ikut planning tahunan tu. hello, bukan ko pekerja kerajaan ka? bukan kah melambat-lambat kan kerja n slacking tu kemahiran natural kamu? so happily (sometimes even whistling) , he'd walk to classes holding the dreaded 'kad hijau'. the one that can make any student terus turn pale. if dia cakap ja "Noo..." sya mesti hampir pengsan because i know he's going to say my name. i hate him. every year, mesti kena cek 2 kali. but macam sometimes saya kena panggil 3-4 kali. kenapa ah? suka ngkali dia tgk my teeth comel kali?

menjelang tgh hari td (my appointment was at 2pm) my brain was frozen, nda dpt pikir apa2, pegi tandas ja mo dkt 4 kali, kaki saya macam kaki tukang jahit sudah yg pijak paddle tu. thank God i have Tini. nasib dia free, dpt juga dia teman saya pegi dentist. bila kami meet up, brabis pula dia kasi ketawa. "apa la mau di takut tu? pucat ne muka!!" eleh brani konon dia, skali me bawa dia masuk kasi teman dlm bilik tu nda juga dia mau..."takut dgr bunyi drill tu hehehe"

before i went in, i remembered to tell Rudy that i went to the dentist juga. hey, i already promise i'd tell him if i go. "mohon doanya b, saya mau jmp dentist ne. kajaa2 asa kaki ani, hijab wa. i'd rather break-up 700 times than meeting the dentist once". i said sudah kan break-up skali, tinggal 699 times lagi hehehe.

the experience was HORRIBLE. though betul juga la Ren cakap, the after result was OK MAH. tapi at that moment, i can feel that my life lays in the hands of the Dentist. skali ja concentration dia terlari, confirm drill tu direct pegi drill pipi saya. jadi seharusnya duduk diam-diam macam good girl. tekannnnn ne kuat-kuat jari di kerusi, menahan takut la tu kono.

awkwardly, he was just a few inches away from my face, the closest any guy is getting, and ironically he's a total stranger. *sigh* mana la my prince charming ato ahhhhhh? hehehehe

INI MALAM, SAYA MAU TEST MAKAN KACANG SATU KILO.MESTI TDK SAKIT MCM DULU wahahahahahaha

i'm so going back to the dentist a.s.a.p sebab saya nda mau lupa rasa p dentist baru mo pegi lagi. if sudah lupa, itu yang jadi nda keruan tu and keep calling friends asking them "sakit ka tu ah pegi filling gigi?". sementara saya masi ingat sakitnya macam mana, better i go lagi.

bak kata dentist Arab itu..... "di blakang ada lubang lagi"