should have known

sometimes, pikir panjang-panjang lagi teruk. sometimes,rancang lama-lama lagi la tersasar jauh dari yang di impi. i should have known. somethings are best left in the hand of the Almighty Creator.

just for a little while...

just for a little while, i had her with me...after a long time being apart, missing her so badly, i had her with me for a very short while....but it's all i need, having to see her bright smile and warm laugh made my whole day...

this is true friendship, more like sisterhood, that will last a lifetime...
love u always&always lybby...have a safe journey back to Perth (with Hobart in your heart)...
i'm always a call away babe...

2:155

"Dan sesungguhnya akan Kami berikan cubaan kepadamu, dengan sedikit ketakutan, kelaparan,kekurangan harta, jiwa dan buah-buahan. Dan berikan berita gembira kepada orang-orang yang sabar"

di saat gentir, i found this beautiful words in Koran, the strength that i need...

my second round

this week i have obtained another jurus, which is jurus menangkis kunyanyang (leter2an) from my mom yang asyikkkkk making sure i've finished menjahit manik or not. jurus menangkis kunyanyang ne walaupun kurang berkesan, namun ada juwa dlm 20% yang berkesan.

the reason why i'm not sewing is because i'm occupied reading 'My Name is Red' (which i already read last year) yang baru saja ku jumpa ampai2 di laci.layannnn second round! sometimes, i think, i'm reading a story of my own life..it's a great story set in the 1590s where fame & immortality is all they dream for. love on the other hand, as subtle as it seems, is flourishing in every possibly way. tau ja la kan org dulu2 manada main text ka, call ka, date ka...semuanya main tapuk2 kalau dulu2, tapi once sudah melepassssss...awassssss...a mere glimpse of a maiden ankle can already stir a man's heart! kalau lelaki zaman 1590s tu di bawa ke zaman Y2K i think berbuih mulut dorang tengok perempuan skrang ne hahaha

yang belum pernah baca this book My Name is Red by Orhan Pamuk (a noble prize winner in literature 2006), i highly suggest that u do! specially if u are the type of reader yg suka imagine things, something not so straight forward, then this is a story for u! bahasa yang dalam n sgt cantik.

my favourite part was when Black (Black Effendi) was at his Enishte Effendi's house and he's listening to every word his Enishte is saying, but his heart is walking all around the house in search of his lover; Shekure, and imagining that he was able to see her. he said he was better to understand Ibn Arabi's notion that love is the ability to make the invisible visible and the desire always to feel the invisible in one's midst.

i know, that all screamed NERD. whatever! i'm enjoying this hehehehehe ulat buku mariiiii

today

we're soooooo back to square one babe!

second take should be better :)

SKODENGGGGGGGGG

simultaneously

for tonight, i'm betting that every car owner in Malaysia is thinking simultaneously of one thing and one thing only :-

"HARGA MINYAK NAIK! NAIK BAS LA P KERJA MULAI BISUK"

seriously. increment yang 40% ini tidak dpt lagi dibendung. if i spend 250 on gas last month, i'm gonna spend 350 this month. oh...ok...kalau begini nda payah isi perut la, isi perut kreta cukup la? and on that note, harga beras pun naik! makan pasir la kalau begini....nda lama harga pasir pun naik.

this is so seriously painful sampai me n my brothers where thinking of car-pooling so that we can split the cost 3-ways. ya, there goes my life. lepas kerja have to go home direct with my bros sudah. no more dining with friends, movies, hanging out...adedehhhhhhh...

even R said to me that if harga gas spike up to 40%, he'd rather naik basikal pegi melobi projek. hurmmm babe, cemana u mau bawa batang besi tu ah? hehehe

terima sajalah walaupun pahit. tadi when on my way home, semua stesen minyak kenduri. ramai org berkunjung. heeee...

this is life!

apa saya buat, saya buat, saya buat.

the busier i get, the more i feel like SLACKING.
lagi banyak kerja mau buat, lagi i feel like leaving everything aside...main game la, turun jalan-jalan tgk barang, or pegi lunch yang lama2 and jauh2 heeeee....(thank God i can always pungut si Grace jalan)

actually tiada pressure kerja, cuma sendiri yang melambat2 kan kerja, so one after another kerja tu bertindih-tindih and menjadi lah masalah. sana juga mau buat stock-check & stock-tag, sana juga tempahan manik...and recently yang lagi memeningkan kepala ppl booking for wedding photo session...adedehh...terror pun tara...mau tolak pun susah, mau terima lagiiii berat...

talked to dad about an offer a make-up artist made me; join her so she can offer better service for bride&groom la...because her dad pun sudah jadi videog, so she need a photog....kiranya full service la dia ada.... but i'm still thinking2 (pikir-pikir) mau ka tida....len la kalau terror kan...but the make-up artist cakap teda masalah lah, sure handle-able (boleh di tangani). all that dad said was 'as long as it doesn't interfere with your work for me, you should go ahead, get experience!'....& i sambung in my heart 'get MONEY!' heheehehehe...

owhhh...sungguh boring 2-3 hari ne...byk kerja...but still i'm here uploading pictures in flickr, keluar tangkap gambar, main MadCaps (kesukaan), downloading Gossip Girl and watching it over & over again, blogging, texting, on the phone, msn....antah lah!! i wish my work can work itself heeeeeee....skrang pun i'm supposed to jahit manik, tapi masi lagi blogging and dloading themes from zedge.com (syok woooo gerenti!!)

where is my priority?