life, being single

it was SCARY at first, for the thoughts of being single made me huru-hara inside. how would it feel to be single? hmmmm....bila fikir lama-lama, i was never really single (since i started dating lah). i was out courting one and the next one when i'm done. i guess, i'm the type who can't stand being alone maybe?

ok, so that sounded bad. perhaps i was the flirty type.

.... *cricket sound* oh well, there is no sane way for me untuk membela diri. i date people ok, i happen to be the lucky one who's always courting, right.

sekali i went single dis time....adehhhhhhhhhhhhh...let me share with you ah how it felt.

1. now, i'm always the 3rd wheel when i'm out with my friends yang nda single.
2. then even the single friends pun ada love interest. jiey? kosong.
3. ..... *cricket sound* susah bah me mau describe dis babe, tapi it just sucks big time!

suddenly, si jiey, so hyperactive ne. hari-hari pun
work, work, work
sale, sale, sale
pastu if sudah dpt byk hasil kerja yang keras
buy, buy, buy (ya betul Ren, saya jenis tidak sayang duit, but wait until ko kenal nina. pengsan ko tgk dia spend)
pastu kalau sudah sedih
pray, pray, pray harder
kalau sudah hati gusar,
semua benda mau di kemas, mau di bersihkan.

mom : sejak bila pandai bersih ne bilik? ur bathroom pun u scrub every other day?
me : mom, itu dulu. xpandai bkemas. messy sepah segala tu bukan cara hidup Islamic mom, semak serabut ayang tinguk

padahal... roll eyes 2x big time!

nina bilang, eleeeeeehhh bersih2 tu practice hidup cari laki.
so wrong. my paktoh year is 2009.

for now, i'm gonna be single.
lonely...but not alone!
i have Allah with me.......hasbunallah wanikmal wakil
BAC pun karas bah di blakang support selalu...
oh, i'm so loved!