my blog may come across as childish, shallow, self-centered, journal-formed, pretty liberal, jumping genre and so much more. in other words, it's just me; my opinion through experience and experiments of getting there... and btw, who says we always have to be on the same ground right?
hi Gastrik, dah lama nda berkunjung. saya seronok betul kalau kita dtg melawat. saya memang suka tunggang2 di katil wrestling angin dalam perut. saya lagi suka kalau sudah makan tu, muntah lah pula. saya tak kisah lah gastrik kalau terpaksa berperap di bilik. len kali dtg jgn lupa bawa your best friend si Migrain tu, boleh lah kita wrestle perut dan hentak kepala!
****aw...it's good to be in love....hearts filled with thousand ships!
GOSH I'M SO RANDOM!
ya i promised to upload pictures of Kak Dayang kawin...nanti la i upload when my visitor si Gastrik ne beredar k... huuuu :'(
yes, sudah lama saya menghilang. so busy with work! this month n next month is wedding season, so i'm buried under a lot of kurung waiting in line to be beaded. after countless sleepless nights, i'm not a few hundreds richer than before :) bulan tua la katakan, dapat 90 for 1 kurung is enough for a week's gas (and maybe a pair of shoe?)
tadaaaaa! baju org RTM ne. ini ada juwa la dalam 3 hari bersengkang mata! i better get some sleep...tomorrow driving to papar, my kakanda Dayang kawin!! wahahaha syukur Alhamdullilah akan berlangsung juga...(so when is my turn???)
ani ke umah dangan kan bausah ne ah, for 3 days! ndada kan ke sana mehaga kawin nganya! it's tym to put on that sweatpants and get down to wash some dishes! hehehe manatau ada makcik2 yang terpikat mau kawin kan aku pula ma anak nya? siapa tauuuuu hehehehe (sindrom kurang tidor...)
ani tah bah yang di dama kan 'multimedia-failed' ani. ndada juwa payah kan nukaa blogskin ani upanya, aku nganya yang inda tahu...payah2 juwa biani mhunjaa di website yang ndada2 tu, skali di tukaa html code nya hancuu bah usul blog taus. atu tah inda masaie ku tukaa. ani telaah sudah ku yang sanang di pakai, awu nukaa ku tu banaa. tapi ani tah, alum cukup 'campin' bah uja dangan, kakal jua bhilangan bah isi2 ku yang lain. ndada sudah pata2 dunia ku tu...sayang eh...kaang tah ku isii bbalik...kaang ani malas ku eh, inda t'ungkayah lagi... tapi apa pun, makasih lah sama dang amy, sb ia yang nulung. mun bukan ia yang nulung kakal jua blogskin ku bulatan biu2 atu...
awuu...ndada 'adban' (advance) aku ne...dangan siap customize skin lagi...aku?awu aluummm...
***blog alam bahasa kadayan ani supaya kuang2 jua yang mahaati apa yang ku tulis, jadi kuang2 jua yang tahu aku ne multimedia-failed. tapi sandi tu kadayan tu ah, abis pisuk2 dunia pun ada kadayan diam, atuuuu ya!berbangga jadi kadayan
last night, i stayed up to watch Parlimen Hari Ini since i haven't got the chance to see any LIVE action on tele, so my only hope is to watch the summary at night and online videos at work.
there's a lot of hot issues, and everybody's trying their best to get their chance to speak. but my mind only can say this...'KHAIRY IS SO HOT'
...with the way he puts his left hand on his hips everytime he stands up, the way he projected his questions and point of information...even the way he say 'minta laluan' pun cukup h.o.t!
haha! excuse my random blab, my brain is on vacation i guess..that's why i don't have any educational-take on anything. and if u have to guess, yes...i'm watching his video over & over & over & over again...and again & again & again & again...
syukur Alhamdullillah... akhirnya berkunjung jua bulan Mei yang batah (lama) sudah di tunggu...
friends getting married on May, some are starting to be familiar with their work routine, some are making decision to stay or leave, some are still adjusting, some are getting ready for exam, some are trying to be close,yet some already drifted apart,
but for a simple person like me, i'm just glad that the new month is coming... because i'd be a few hundred richer than today (which will last for few days only!)
we always want what we can't have...it's always subjected to money...
after few weeks of late night tossing and turning, forcing my eyes to be shut and sleep, i finally traced down why i can't sleep. i've been drinking a lot of coffee lately. habit maybe? i found out that everytime i'm tired at work, automatically i crave for more and more caffeine. and day by day i became more and more tired due to lack of sleep because the caffeine really did a good job in making sure my eyes is still fresh at 2.30 a.m.
so last night, though i wanted to have another cuppa coffee, i restrain myself, and decided to make a hot milo, added with a quarter teaspoon of coffee. really, not a heap of quarter teaspoon of coffee, just a tit bit at the end. i know i can't stop altogether, that's why i added a bit of coffee. jadi mocha la pula my drink last night.
and guess what, i was up till 3.00 a.m. that many hours spent awaken and staring at the ceiling made me think and think and think. eh, no wonder i'm still awake. cocoa pun ada jua caffeine. adehhhh...buang masa saja! bagus lagi minum ja nescafe tadi, sama jua pia nya! tekanan eh!
i'm fairly positive that the Sanitary Officer (how do i put this politely?she's the one who collect our garbage at a scheduled time which is 2.30pm and 7.30pm) HATES me!
i've been working in CPS this last 3 days, and she purposely & swiftly pass me by when she actually needs to stop in front of the shop and memanggil secara merdu 'SAMPAH?'. she only came one time on monday, and pass me by the 5 other time she was supposed to collect the garbage. and i remember vividly that she calls out 'SAMPAH?' and rolling her eyes at the same time.
eh? i tot in KK only me, ren and tini pandai roll eyes?
it could be just me, but my sampah yang menggunung thinks i'm right too. and this is the way it's done...all tenant's garbage CANNOT be thrown di dalam tong sampah kecil2 yang di sediakan shopping mall at every nook and corner. the sanitary officer should be the one picking it on the scheduled time.
besuk aku simpan ja la sampah tu depan kedai baru dia tau wahahahaha
a lot of my friends; when i first moved in to kk, noticed that i have different lingo and almost different accent altogether. it was hard for me to fit in immediately because a lot of things that i say, i have to explained to them. so out of love for the town i grew up in, SANDAKAN, this is the first part of my Sandakan Lingo 101.
Jo/Jon/George - kata ganti nama which is a gender bender, because everybody in sandakan, no matter male or female, is called a Jo/Jon/George. Jo is commonly use by the third generation (late 90s), Jon is also popular but rarely used, and George is usually used by the first generation (late 80s-90s). e.g of usage in a sentence -- 'Uinah, baju baru bah dia Jo!'
bahai - no, it's not Bahai the religion. Bahai is what the immigrant children sells outside of the pasar sandakan for 20cents. it's a PLASTIC BAG. and yes, only in sandakan can u find children selling bahai, for what, i'm also not sure..all i'm sure is that semua peniaga pun ada bagi bahai for every purchase.
sangga - it means 'tahan'. usually used in sentence which would carry the meaning 'tahan, jgn sampai jatuh'. e.g of usage in a sentence -- 'Jo, simpan tapau tu di bawah, sangga pakai kaki ah!' (see, when i say we use the word Jo a lot, i mean A LOT)
protan - is actually a sharperner, and in proper Malay it is calles PERAUT pensil. it's pronounce protan, as thick as u can possibly pronounce it.
gadibab - women's breast, usually used in a sentence to show just how big the breast is, in a negative, negative way (meaning mengutuk gadibab org yang kita nda suka)
maybe i should go for 5 at a time? it's hard to dig inside my brain for lingos at the moment. would post more as soon i clear the cobweb in my head. oh and for the record, Ramesh always tease me for using the word Jo because in KK they usually use the word Ging. it's very hard to shake that off from my tongue, i always go 'Uiiiinah jooooo!!' whenever suprised :)
when i was younger, i enjoyed reading story books so much that i think i'm the 'weird' one in my family. i always have a book in my hand and i always bury my face in books any spare time that i have. none of my siblings portray the same quality like i did. most of my my time during the weekends are spent reading books at the library. nerdy, yes, i know.
the best thing about reading stories is we can imagine what the writer is trying to convey. i get to choose what the characters look like, how they move, how their voice sounded like, how the places they are at looks like, etc. i enjoy the most when i can feel what each character feels like. if they're happy and lying on grass, i too can feel the leap of joy and how the grass smells.
OVER IMAGINATIVE?
could be. mom always says that i'm the one who always engage everything with my own emotions. every movie that i watch, if it's a tear-jerker, i'd definitely cry as the movie plays. mom understood the most, and she always tell my brothers to stop teasing whenever i'm so into a movie. i guess i just have more imagination...
this song is attached with a lot of meaning; everytime i listen to it, i feel like i'm somewhere else... when i hear this song... i feel like i'm standing somewhere in kampong, from outside looking in on someone. i feel like near the beach waiting. i feel like i'm inside a house that i've never set my foot at all, yet in my heart i can imagine how it looks and feels like. i feel like i'm part of something that i've longed yet fear, most of the time. feels like, i'm waiting for the time to come...
LOUD!even when my lips not moving, u still can hear my echo in your heart. and i find everything funny! cherish friendship and i have passion for food (can't u tell?) recently started to be a tad more artistic with making beatiful things out of small things called Japanese Beads. i enjoy capturing moment and seeing the world thru my lense. i'm willing to climb up and down, stand in rain or shine, just to make sure i get the PERFECT shot. other than that, i'm a typical Kedayan adult struggling hard to tell myself that i shouldn't regret decisions i made. Saya itu lalai orgnya, minda selalu menerawang2 (hence the creative writting) tapi usually minda menerawang itu yang selalu buat saya LUPA bawa kunci kereta or gate pass bila sudah tutup kedai. pemenang award bersungguh-sungguh since 2002.
